An Ode to TOBi

There is something about good music that makes the soul lighter, man. I needed to listen to this today. I am exhausted as of late, stressed…

There is something about good music that makes the soul lighter, man. I needed to listen to this today. I am exhausted as of late, stressed out and worried. Which is very unlike me. And people don't get that sometimes you need to be alone. That I’m a battery that charges alone. A battery that needs to be on a separate circuit than the rest of Society.

There is a place in me that hides from the world. A place that I go when I no longer want to deal. Not because of fear of anything exactly…..no in truth if I’m being honest. It is fear of breaking the world.

The war inside of me is one that is hidden. One that I try to smile through but when you watch your soul seeping from the cracks of the walls you built like the innards of a wounded soldier.

How can you not be afraid? How can you not be afraid of losing yourself? In the superficiality of the masses? The masses the unholy peons of this masterly mansion-ed conspiracy of existence. This lie of destiny and positivity. The lie of social life…