Catastrophic Demolition of Faith in Humanity

I gave up a long time ago on finding or having many friends Butt to you the one that walked out Fuck you The one I gave more freely pieces…

I gave up a long time ago on finding or having many friends 
Butt to you the one that walked out
Fuck you
The one I gave more freely pieces of myself
Sacrificed sleep, cried over
To
You I raise my fist
And give you a middle finger that is as proud as I stand tall

I understand I shouldn’t be this angry
I shouldn’t feel this much hurt because of one person
But to you dear friend 
I give no love
I take it all back

I wish I could reach across the world that carried your voice to me and strip every time I told you I was proud of you from the fiber of your being

I want to take a sledge hammer to the fragile scaffolding of your self esteem
The same that I help build 
I want to bring it crashing down around you

Every good memory I would let you keep
With a timed explosive
So that every time you would reach back to our shared experience
Your foundation would crumble that much more

If I could I would give back every heartache that kept you wake at night
I would record them, put them on a loop and sew them into your …